Thursday, March 19, 2015

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Pulled out my wisdom teeth

Day 2 of not eating solid food. It's not as easy as I expected. The bag of chips I didn't eat before the op "because I had no mood" is now taunting me. 

For dinner I poured my soup through a strainer and threw in ice cubes to cool it down until it was lukewarm, like fresh piss. After swallowing it in 30 seconds I spent the rest of the time jealously staring at my dad scooping steamed rice and meat into his mouth. 

If this keeps up I'm going to have a 6 pack next week... And that would be so disgusting. 

Friday, March 6, 2015

Of Course

Of course I was afraid. But that didn't change anything. It came and it went and now I know I will know that it will no longer haunt me. 

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Why do I weep so

The summation of much pre-Socratic theology and philosophy can be stated as follows: The kosmos is not as it appears to be, and what it probably is, at its deepest level, is exactly that which the human being is at his deepest level—call it mind or soul, it is something unitary which lives and thinks, and only appears to be plural and material. Much of this view reaches us through the Logos doctrine regarding Christ. The Logos was both that which thought, and the thing which it thought: thinker and thought together. The universe, then, is thinker and thought, and since we are part of it, we as humans are, in the final analysis, thoughts of and thinkers of those thoughts.